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[04 Dec 2009|02:26am] fuck my life last thing i wanted to do was complicate shit. fucking hormones thanks for not letting me fuck our heads up though... i know now what i must do time machine please? .:it's getting cold:.

[03 Dec 2009|06:43pm] hahahha im going to live outside of this i promise you bye bye baby .:it's getting cold:.

[07 Nov 2009|01:59am] this fucking blows. .:it's getting cold:.

[30 Sep 2009|03:11am] scary fucking shit, passed over 5 years ago. Removal of court-ordered prohibitions against police agencies spying on domestic groups. The Federal Bureau of Investigation would be granted powers to conduct searches and surveillance based on intelligence gathered in foreign countries without first obtaining a court order. Creation of a DNA database of suspected terrorists. Prohibition of any public disclosure of the names of alleged terrorists including those who have been arrested. Exemptions from civil liability for people and businesses who voluntarily turn private information over to the government. Criminalization of the use of encryption to conceal incriminating communications. Automatic denial of bail for persons accused of terrorism-related crimes, reversing the ordinary common law burden of proof principle. Persons charged with terrorism would be required to demonstrate why they should be released on bail rather than the government being required to demonstrate why they should be held. Expansion of the list of crimes eligible for the death penalty. The Environmental Protection Agency would be prevented from releasing "worst case scenario" information to the public about chemical plants. United States citizens whom the government finds to be either members of, or providing material support to, terrorist groups could have their citizenship revoked and be deported to foreign countries. 1 put on a coat| .:it's getting cold:.

[23 Aug 2009|07:51pm] fuck, i really get too into shit, i take myself and everyone too seriously. i make myself feel things that arent really there. and im so into this, and i never meant to be. and im really going to end up ripping you off my mind is elsewhere my hearts gone. its been gone. and my mind is elsewhere 6 put on a coat| .:it's getting cold:.

[23 Aug 2009|06:50pm] edit: this sucked .:it's getting cold:.

old lyrics, new song [19 Aug 2009|11:12am] http://www.hugsandkisses.org/files/brokemyheart.mp3 broke my heart. we never stopped to question it we never wondered the self destructive were throwin fits our days were numbered we never worried i mean after all we're just a couple of kids you grew me up yeah you learned me well you've been through it it was the time we lost our minds and pushed against it the wall didn't budge from all our love it made us all sick and as you were lying in your bed touching your little head you asked if i thought it was warm i said get over it and now we walk the yellow line our ride has broken down at this rate we'll never make it back to our little town and the people just fear and refuse to wave when we walk on by this time we're gonna get it right we're gonna write it down and when the cops start wearin masks we'll hide out in the ground and when we can't hear anything from up above our heads we'll know its time to come out and live now that they're all dead (they're all dead..) broke my heart cause my moneys all gone i spent it all on god or trying to feel like god (la, da) broke my heart cause my time is all gone i spent it all on you or lyin down (with you) for you (la, da) broke my heart cause my memorys gone i mean whats the point of life if i keep blackin out the nights? (la da da da) broke my heart cause my energys gone my brain is on the run from all the shit i'm on (la da da da) we thought we'd all be dead by now but were still breathin not that i'd ever prefer the ground or the ceiling we're all so tired of the sound it keeps repeating by the time that you are around i'm done with feelin all the law is so damn flawed can't take whats given it's at the point where all just men belong in prison can't stand up for what we believe you'll be deemed insane your mind is crawlin out the sleeve and down the sewer drain wer'e fucked if we don't just agree it's a conspiracy just a dream in their boring minds no need to be free no need to ever be equal we can't all agree and if we open up our souls we risk sincerity 1 put on a coat| .:it's getting cold:.

[16 Aug 2009|05:02am] life is so good. love it. love her(shes gorgeous). love my friends. wrote a new tune. called "shoot first, questions later", iits pretty cool. going to colins next weekend. super excited. sleepin standin up. just ate spaghetti at 5 am. going on an hour walk. <3333333333333 .:it's getting cold:.

[11 Aug 2009|02:29am] beautiful walk home. almost died. sawesome .:it's getting cold:.

[27 Jun 2009|11:29am] beautiful(lost) world... i love all the people, all their insane notions, the forgetful potions all of it. beautiful world, i love you .:it's getting cold:.

[27 Jun 2009|02:41am] the world is all sorts of fucked up we're all sorts of fucked up but somewhere in the midst of all the blurred lines and drama masks (tragic people) i felt your kiss and it was wonderful .:it's getting cold:.

[17 Jun 2009|02:34pm] last night, man hanging out with her was nice holding hands listening to tunes was nice really solid guys those guys in clues alden came in nicks car with us and we drove to josh's cooked food together, hung out and played songs really funny stories, really fun time. made some important contacts and had a blast and i wasnt hammered whats up with that? 1 put on a coat| .:it's getting cold:.

[10 Jun 2009|01:35pm] the drums sound so good excited out of my head for a few days, listening to too much antlers but i realized i am truly happy happier than i have ever been back in my head now i have great friends this is a great town my best friend is in from boston i miss one of my other best friends shes always working i gotta go to work myself now though goodbye! <3 1 put on a coat| .:it's getting cold:.

[09 Jun 2009|02:34am] Tell me when you think that we became so unhappy, wearing silver rings with nobody clapping. When we moved here togehter we were so dissappointed, sleeping out of tune with our dreams disjointed. It killed me to see you getting always rejected, but I didn't mind the things you threw, the phones I deflected. I didn't mind you blaming me for your mistakes, I just held you in the doorframe through all of the earthquakes. But you packed up your clothes in that bag every night, and I would try to grab your ankles (what a pitiful sight.) But after over a year, I stopped trying to stop you from stomping out that door, coming back like you always do. Well no one's gonna fix it for us, no one can. You say that, 'No one's gonna listen, and no one understands.' 2 put on a coat| .:it's getting cold:.

[08 Jun 2009|07:49pm] And all the while i'll know we're fucked. And not getting unfucked soon. .:it's getting cold:.

[07 Jun 2009|03:28pm] i love sad melodies my body is a  wake my mind is tired recording tonight, no regard for the past i wonder why we do it, for people to hear it? kinda pointless.. soon better be out of here better be on my feet for months no contact no cya laters better be there bill, i dont need a name or an identity card gotta get there gotta not feel the rain gotta not feel any pain no longings no wishing for anything thats where i want to be no depending on anything or anyone no more waiting for apocalypse youll all find your niche re-singing old love songs to new lovers youll all find it memories shared with people so deeply that when you put it in a slideshow the only thing that changes are the faces fuck memories i want to forget everything and be dropped in the middle of it the thick of it fighting the wolves off .:it's getting cold:.

[06 Jun 2009|05:46pm] make a stand make a stand for nothing you've had to learn by now you're not the one for this position you're just not cut out... to be standing behind the ignition the cards are out on the table and your fingers sweat so you cant pick them up everyones watching you theyre fed up theyre getting fed up, theyre getting fed up, fed up, the coloured birds fly to low theyre slaughtered by the stop signs they didnt stop in time they werent within the yellow lines now you know that youre a rollin train and youre rollin as fast as you can to escape the track falls down behind you oh no what is a locomotive to do? 1 put on a coat| .:it's getting cold:.

[30 May 2009|03:00pm] weirdest day. carried the casket with cousins i havent talked to in years, my one cousin loves the pixies and mclusky, gonna start hanging out with him weve decided good things come out of bad things all the time ...and you suck more this is the only place we can express this, sucks .:it's getting cold:.

[29 May 2009|12:29pm] yeah... so i guess im a paul bearer tomorrow never did that before carried a casket you said youd be there... 1 put on a coat| .:it's getting cold:.

[28 May 2009|04:04am] i havent been this excited about my life in over 5 years, finally pushing forward .:it's getting cold:.

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